So, I am 23 now....

Wonderful day....I really enjoyed my Bday... can you tell I am lying? No way- how in the world people believe EVERYTHING they read online?????

Ok, so here is a little truth for you guys.....





My Hubby forgot ALL ABOUT it- and did not ask for a day off till the very last day- of course- no one would change their plans and give him a day off... Who cares that it is my Birthday and we reserved a room at the restaurant, right? Who really cares that I had to get ready, clean our house and do some shopping all on my own with crying baby...So I was sitting there at the restaurant on my own Birthday with a company of my hubby's family and friends who hardly know me and seems came just to eat..... thinking about my life and what would have happen if I would stay back in Russia with my beloved family and friends- and would get treated like a Queen on every Birthday.... But then.. last minute- something happened and my sweet Hubby got off work and came in with bunch of roses and some little gifts for me ( his big gift I already received that morning)....

So yeah.. it was yucky Birthday If I could say so... He was tired, i was tired, people did not have fun and I hate it- yo know- when people fake their smiles....





But at least my darling husband came.... and I had some nice presents...





Gosh.. i just miss my friends and family....



SO.

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23

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I got married. We got pregnant. Bought a house and I gave a birth to a beautiful Sweet Gabriella Catherine Rozenfeld. She is an apple of my eye! I can not imagine my life without her anymore. I love her super-duper much! BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss my family a lot. I am lost in life. I lost my way. I do not really know what to do next- all I want is to go to Russia and see them all!!!! I guess I am just tired of everything. But- on another hand- I am very happy. Complicated..

just nevermind I guess....

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Vaccination

We finally made up our mind. We are not going to vaccinate Gabriella, we are not going to let pharmaceutical companies use our child as a lab rat. We love her too much for that. I can not ignore people stories telling me about the damage vaccines cost them, and can not ignore the fact that people promoting vaccines are the same people who would loose their profit if we stop injecting. They do not care about your child, they even free of lawsuits, and if you are ready to sacrifice your own blood and flesh for the grace of the rest of the world- go ahead, do so. I WON'T.

Here I come...

Well it seems nowdays everyone got a blog.. :)
I have a diary, but it is all in Russian, so I've decided to create a little blog in English...
Lets see if I like this idea...